sont juste si drôle. i made a list of about 20 different restaurants around the napa area that i'm going to go to over the next few days. i need a new job. PRONTO. considering i almost walked out on ann taylor twice yesterday. gah. Federico's film n lit class is such a waste of time.

what a funny night. he said yes... i almost died. keyed video games. we're such goofballs. i lost my ID however. thats kinda upsetting. i needed to get a new one anyways... mine was all fubar, and my picture...hah. so not having one will motivate me to get a new one... im really proud of my new senior project. im having so much fun with it. all i have to do is take pictures, and study pictures, and live in a world based all around a camera. its rather wonderful, i must say.

"And I ain't got the biggest breasteses, but I write all the besteses."

Tonight made sense... finally.

I have come to the realization that when you feel like shit there is nothing better than sitting on top of a hill, at night, hearing your best friend say that life sucks, but it could be so much worse. this is our reality.

now i'd love to just light a match to my peace essay and call it a day.